(Translated “The ‘09”!!)
What did I get out of this year? Have you ever felt like this year was soooooo stupid? Like it was just a waist of time and you just wished you could ask God why you just couldn't skip this year or that you just could've re-live those moments you think was all bullcrap. Sometimes I feel like this year has gone by without anything good in it. I mean it started in a sad moment when granny passed away. I had my downs with my Family, my friends, and those that walked real close to me. Humiliation and dissapointment were there right when i felt I didn’t needed it. And I felt so discouraged at those times. So down that I had to prevent myself from teardropping untill I couldn't hold it in anymore and everything just came out. So sometimes it is necessary to go through it so that you stay in reality. And I needed it ‘cause I’m such a dreamer from time to time. And it’s good to have dreams. Otherwise you ain’t got much to live for. But I need to accomplish that in this world called REALITY. I needed to wake up for a moment and think clearly about what I got, what I want, and how I’m able to achieve what I want with what I got.
But I guess it wasn't so bad. I mean, I'm experiencing new things every day. Trying to spend more time with the family. I'm meeting new people. Tryin to establishing a name for networking purposes. I've learned new things concerning my talents and added a few more to my list. I guess it never stops. I will keep on learning till the day I die.
But through all that I can't give up. I gotta keep going on till my body says stop and keep going. Eventhough life trows rocks and garbage at me. I can't hide, gotta fight. gotta keep on the right side. DAANNGG I can rhyme!!! ahhaha
I hope i've encouraged you. Even if it is just a little bit.
anyways.. I wish you happy holidays and ofcourse that Dah Oow Ten may be D-year for you!! May all the blessings fall upon you.
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